have you ?

have you ever found yourself trying to be a better person?
cause someone came along & made you realise how bad were those characterics or qualities you had.


unreasonable, stubborn, "walls-builder'.



& then when things happen, you'll always try to suck thumb & hold your piece.
when you could actually just .. "whatever, this is me!"







as time goes by, you actually felt yourself being a better person. for youself.
an increase in tolerance limits, letting walls down, so on & so for.












however, the thing is..
for all the times, you suck it up
for all the times, you gave in,
for all the times, you apologised
for all the times, you convinced yourself with the theories

you may have, could have or already have lost yourself. in a way.
you may have, could have or already have been taken advantage of your virtues.







but then !
"just because someone doesnt loves you the way you want them to be,
doesnt means they didnt love you with all they can."





IRONY MUCH!
just draw the lines, build your walls, tear it down or whatever as you like !
dont try convincing yourself with theories you saw somewhere some time.
its really no point because they are theories of another person.
& everyone is different with their way of life.




carpe diem!
im ok now, with my B&J'S.
im throwing a bitchfit prolly cause i nap too much, im unable to slp now.
& starhub, you sucks!