May 21, 2012

Ugly is the human heart.

2nonths of morning shift.
Somewhat getting the hang of it.
The meals and waking up times.




& of cause, the ugliest of human.
I bet whoever you are reading this would say "ah, it's normal dear"




How bout people that you used to know? Or put it this way, people you thought you knew.



Here I am, looking at situations from both side. How things are handled, how people reacted.




& it sets as a reminder for myself, that I'll never take that path as I progress.




Oh yes I've heard of "sacrificing one man for your men" but what I've never known of is sacrificing all men for yourself.





I've never believed in tearing down bridges as you move forward. & I'll never buy that.




Nor do I buy fake gratitudes.






& I'll never take my men for granted.





Im glad Im seated here. For I've seen the ugliest hearts & the ones worth saving.






I'll forgive you for what you've said. But I won't forget what you did.
& the words you used.
Did not think that there was a need for such strong words.
You may be above us all.


but work aside?
You're below us all.




You're forever just gonna be my colleague. Nothing more.
I've lost my respect for you.
No longer looking up to you.


May 8, 2012

The heart can really ache.
A very 酸 feel, literally.



I'm thinking too much.
I'm asking for too much.




Learnt a new word today: imploding