for i found the bestest boyf AKA fatty honey Bun meatballlsss.
for i found the bestest irreplacable bestiess of the world.
for i got the bestest famil esp daddy & brother that can read minds.
for they are my pillars of strengths.
& that whenever i need the extra boosts or power to do something,
they'll flash through my mind and make me think more clearly.
& that they'll advice me even before i question.
& they're are the ones who understands me
& they know what my next moves are even before i do
often,
i ask myself who are the people that will stay.
i think i've got the answers.
they make me wanna go the extra mile for them,
& so do they.
always there for each other.
even if its in the wee hours.
esp after 9th.
even thought one of us cant do celebration this period,
even though midnight cab was a huge burden,
even though sleep was very craved.
they were there from the very 1st minute till the clock strike midnight the next day.
yeah, insignificant to majority.
but,
considering that my birthday was always forgotten since eeon ago.
considering all the disappointments i get years after years.
considering being forgotten by my closest one years after years.
considering i did my best to give others the best.
apart from the same disappointments from the expected ones(no text/no news),
this year was different.
i'm happy enough to have them.
imma blessed girl now.
(relation wise)
i love y'all !
i will slowly build up everything.
anything not worth, goes out of my life.
next step: career (:
