finally found one kind soul for dinner.




none other den PANYEMENG.
we sat ard chilling over Thai Mango Strips.
like so many memories being brought back.
HHAHAHAHHA!






i'm SO happy.
next few days is packed.

kbox tml with mates.
sentosa tml tml with my girl.
bbq tml tml tml with my mates.
den relax tml tml tml tml.
& work tml tml tml tml tml.






i'm still SO high about jurong island & that "tour guide"
(that "tour guide" is NOT kenneth tang la!)
oh mine.
why never exchange email add or something.
HAHHAHAH!




he fits in the qualities i want lur.
- lives in the east.
- he drives.
- he's at jurong island working.

OMFG!







i told PANYEMENG about my future plans.
she say i think too much/far.
but where got far!
its like 1-2 years down only lei.








i cant imagine.
LOL!
welll, bbut i imagine alot just now.
"the check point meeting"
PANYEMENG, dont tell others hor!
so malu-ed.






no pics for today.
phone went flat on me.





i gotta tuck in early tml.
hafta attend some innovation lectures tml.
for kenneth tang ma.
give him face.





i dont want admire him liao.
he's bloody engaged.
LOL!








SIAO!




you gotta go, i need my life.

its totally worth it today,
to wake up at bloody 630am.



i bought one sandwich from schools vending machine early today.
not even 3/4 through.
the bag broke = my sand wich fell right flat to the ground -.-"""



as the saying goes:
you lost something = you gain something.
& thats JURONG ISLAND!
YAY!!!!!



our door gifts: 2 GB thumbdrive !!!
those who dint go should be regretting by now.
HAHAHHAHAH






eye -opening la.
quite a no. of EYE-CANDIES there.
(the technicians & everyone except the bangala of cause!)
SERIOUSLY, no kiddding.
cause my "tour guide" is one of them.


hahahha. 24 yr old, one degree alr lei.
working as mass balnce engineer or something.
very chim & high post though.
got car somemore.



SIAO DING DONG LIAO.
i apologised ! (like real)




my "pass" of the day.



some pictures taken before we head to EXXON MOBILE.
(EXXON MOBILE is majiam SHELL)
& hafta bloody switch off the phone.


the plant is so HUGE.
but i cant take pictures.



the 2 rigs are so pretty, i swear!
but the trees blocked my beautiful photography.
HAHAHA!

PIC OF THE DAY (:

thats' where we settled for our buffet lunch.

( ohya, they gave us DELIFRANCE TARTS in the morning,

so i'm rather satisfiedd for dropping that sandwich xD)

imagine this:

surrounded by huge plants.

having luch by the jetty.

with "sea" breeze breezing past.

very cooling for the hot weather.

but hafta bear with the occasional smell of what seems like fuel to me.

they lned up games related to Chemical enginnering of cause.

the bloody hosts pull me up -.-

played a game regarding PPE - Personal Protective Clothing.

i cant imagine me wearing the FRC & SAFETY BOOOTS

in the near future.

a hindrance you know!

i won though.

with aliah (if spelled correctly)

got a STARBUCKS 5$ voucher each.

(worth the embarresment though)

good for starbucks-holic like me ((:

my picture with her.

(melted light make up & messed hair /: )

we sat by the what seems to be relaxing corner.

facing the plants.

everything was clean.

& they REALLY do emphasis on work-life balance there.

whats disappointing was when i pass by CPTC.

where i'll be attching to nexxt yr.

that place look SO dirty, run-down.

hopefully, will be good.

i see my future today:

go jurong island work as operation technician

( those that run round the plant, sweat like shit ones)

kenneth tang say is rare that me being a girl

WOULD RATHER SWEAT IT OUT DEN ENJOY THE AIR-CON POSITIONS.

of cause la.

i rather keep my self busy the whole day.

den sit in the aircon rm enjoy aircon & do nth.

go there work after i finish my diploma.

find my future partner there.

of cause right.

his work must be something like my field de ma.

or else so not desirable.

LLOLL! i'm thinking SO FAR!

plus point: he must drives & lives in the east of SG.

den he HAFTA drives me home with no excuse le ma.

prefably sengkang lor.

easier.

MEL = SIAO DING DOONG.

( yes, i know you're thinking i am alr)

enough said.

though i'm still so high bout the trip xD

deadd-beated.
drowsy -spells.





nights!

weeeeee.
slacking at EP starbucks with mates.















i'm tired.
planning my holiday's schedule (:
kbox, sentosa & working.




BLAHBLAHBLAHHHHHHHHHH.










tml is shit.
shit because i hafta wake latest 630 /:
must reach school before 815 AM!





for jurong island.
OMG.
BUT for kenneth tang.
quite worth it lur.
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA








he's my EYE-CANDY LECTURER LA.
32 yrs old.
1 degree, 1 masters.
status: i dont know lei.







crazy me.







EP no eye-candies de nor!
kao.



i misss schoool xD






















blahhhhh.
CIAO!
I MISS THE GIRLS ( THOUGH SENTOSA IS ON TUESDAY xD)
I MISS THE MATES ( THOUGH IM WITH SOME OF THEM xD)
I MISS MY EYE-CANDIES ( THOUGH SEEING ONE TML xD)

OMG.
3rd paper & my cells are half gone /:



bloody OSH.
everyone thought it's gonna be easy.
end up: bloody ass



so to say, i was late.
BUT I SAW MY EYE CANDIES xD
ytd also. HAHAHAH!
that guy help me entangled the wire hooked onto my bag.
& he smiled when i turned back.
OOOOOOOHHHHH.

yx says i'm crazy. but arent you too darling ?





i wasnt careless.
i wrote down all units (:
BUT!
i read wrong qns.
BLOODY CB can.
well, most read the qn wrongly too hor.







IBM, last paper.
oooooohhh, i see holidays ^^

LOL!






i see SINNI & KALY going for attachment.
& the pictures of their "surrounding".
now i wonder,
hows jurong island or wherever i'm attaching too like.










PS not a day goes by w/o the past melting me deep down
8 days

some pictures to share:

You are The Tower

Ambition, fighting, war, courage, Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.


The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal.

Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.


The Tower is a card about war,

a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth.

The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real."

You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation.

It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see.

Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed.

What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure,

however painful, makes room for something new to be built.

kao, this is the first time such online things that say so negative.

however, so true so true.

hopped to AIAI'S blog

found this link http://charleneyl.blogspot.com/

the gf of the army guy who died during outfield at brunei.

4yrs r/ship gone without warnings

shed some tears.

i dont feel like expressing how i feel to anyone anymore.

i'm addicted to crying at nights to get to sleep.

its comforting to me.

i hate the way someone walk past me with that cologne you used

i hate the comfy-ness of your jersey as i wear them to sleep at night

i wished you were here to scold me whenever i PMS.

i wished we could go fishing again.

you promised me to go prawning.

i wished ...










its clear to me that i love the past you, not you.

the love he used to give me cant be found.

it still melts my heart whenever that cologne smell pass me

it still did,

everything still did

PS not a day goes by w/o thinking of you

god-damm tiring.










PANYEMENG & CHANKAHYOKE pei me go interview.
but, that ladyboss says will only put me work on weekends.
& for this coming hols's weekends.





my point of wworking is so not met!






whatever.







starbucks with the others.
simei's have got funny staffs. LOL!
& i missed my last bus by a few mins.


so i wasted 11$ bucks cabbing back home.










3 days-in-a-row.
i dreamt.
like as if i want.
i wished it dint.












i'm so moody now.
they say it PMS.
i think so tooo.




bloodyhell.
nothing's getting in place.
my life's a fcuktard.















PS not a day goes by w/o thinking of you