WHATEVER ! THIS IS ME !

some pictures to share:

You are The Tower

Ambition, fighting, war, courage, Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.


The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal.

Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.


The Tower is a card about war,

a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth.

The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real."

You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation.

It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see.

Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed.

What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure,

however painful, makes room for something new to be built.

kao, this is the first time such online things that say so negative.

however, so true so true.

hopped to AIAI'S blog

found this link http://charleneyl.blogspot.com/

the gf of the army guy who died during outfield at brunei.

4yrs r/ship gone without warnings

shed some tears.

i dont feel like expressing how i feel to anyone anymore.

i'm addicted to crying at nights to get to sleep.

its comforting to me.

i hate the way someone walk past me with that cologne you used

i hate the comfy-ness of your jersey as i wear them to sleep at night

i wished you were here to scold me whenever i PMS.

i wished we could go fishing again.

you promised me to go prawning.

i wished ...










its clear to me that i love the past you, not you.

the love he used to give me cant be found.

it still melts my heart whenever that cologne smell pass me

it still did,

everything still did

PS not a day goes by w/o thinking of you