February 28, 2011

Chaos;

It's time for "tuesday with morrie".
I'm losing myself.

February 27, 2011

I'm so pissed!
Fucking pissed!
That I'll tear apart everything anything in front of me.




Seriously!
Caffaine in a can of coffee = 2 hyper hrs.
Aftermath: zombie with a splitting head.


It's been awhile since I last slow mo.
& zonk out at work.



The taxi driver is driving 140 along PIE now.
Changing lanes at 100km/hr.
In broad daylight.
I feel almost like drunk.
Rofl!



Idk what I'm typing alr.
But I have the nicest smell in the world on me for now.
Ahhhhhh!!

February 25, 2011

but it so pretty !




how i love these CC Skye bracelets !
the neon ones & the Snake skin.


& boy was i blown away when i check out the prices at their web.
totally like a wakeup slap on the face.
no, make it 2 slaps.
make it a dozen.

even the low exchange rate doesnt help much.
*pouts big time* 




worst still, much more stuff caught my eyes.




but its so prrrreeetttyyyy, i want it.
maybe when i earn a 5-figure la huh.
(ok, thats exaggerating)
& by then, out of stock lo !
yay, no need buy lo !
-.-
blame it on the accessories blood in me. period.

Auburn - Perfect two (w/ lyrics)


such infamous song get 15 mil hits on youtube.
sbut the song is sho cute !
cheerful melody.


but stilll cant bring my mood up ):
from no strings attached,




“If you miss me, you can’t text, you can’t email, you can’t post it on my Facebook wall. If you really miss me, you come and see me.”










I got so emo after the movie.














sidetrack:
bestfriend just called to tell me he's getting confine.
on the day of my bdae celebration.
sigh, am i that suay ?
for the 1st time, i just wanna celebrate it.
once & for all.
i promise no celebrations after this yr.


give me my bestfriend back ?





high bitch alert.

"A man truly loves you when missing you is his hobby, caring for you is his job, making you happy is his duty, and loving you is his life."

thinks it's a nice quote. Yes?
Every woman's man of her life.








I'm on high bitch alert.
It's best to not piss me off or to do anything that make me scream at.
I can really throw a bitch fit.
Like a serious bitch fit.


& up till date,
there's only 1 person who can handle and tahan these.
Let me throw my temper yet make me smile everytime after that.
& know I don't mean it when I say/do something awful.
& know what to do to make me feel better.
& know what to do & say everytime at those times.
& give me what I want.
Even when I make super unreasonable demands.





Ok, stop.
Shan't go into there.
Argggggrrhhhhhhh






_|_ _|_










Bwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Time to wind down.
Tml it shall be.

February 24, 2011

Note to self;

Must persevere.
must Motivate self.
Must push self.
Won't be complacent.
No laziness.


No room for disappointments.
No room for failures.
Should only produce satisfactory work.
Will be hard on self.
No complains.
No breaking down in front of anyone.
Even if it's falling down, no!






That's what being expected of me.
From everyone, everywhere.






But stop giving me the disappointed stares/harshness!
I'm trying, still trying, always trying.
To be the perfect woman for everyone.
As a friend, sister, daughter, subordinate, colleagues or whoever I am in y'alls heart.





I'm not perfect but I'll keep trying.
Cause that's what I said I will be from the start.

February 22, 2011

Super cute!












i marry the guy who can make me one.
ROFL !

Miley Cyrus - When I Look At You

Randomly;





i want a dreamy room;
with a huge bed of floral & whites bedsheet.
& a ultra thick and big comforter.
with candles lighting up 
& essence oil filling up.



i want a uber nice docking station for the ipod;
& the room filled with music (of the moment) everytime im in it.



i want lillies that doesnt wither;
for they are the only flower that smell so nice, naturally.



i want all my dearest one to be with me on my birthday;
just chilling over food & catching up & mellow away.
(impossible i know.)



i want a man whos willing to do anything, everything for me & with me.
get mersmerized, go head over heels & be the only we see in each other's eyes.



i want to go to cold places & watch while it snows.
despite hating the cold, cause i wanna be wrapped up in warm thick layers.
with muffles and knittens.



i want to be appreciated for what i do;
& not being taken advantage over my good/kind/soft nature.



i want only straighforwardness & nth else.
cause i dislikes beating about the bush & having to guess when im already exhausted.



i want someone to be there for me;
at the weakest point of time,
at the end of an exhausted drained out day,
at the happiest days,
at the crankiest days,
simply, to just be there to share my happy times/shit times.



i want to laze ard on a pinic mat by the beach.
reading up a book,
listen to the songs,
or just feel the wind blows through my hair.



i want everyone to be happy.
but human being human, will never be satisfied.
open up your heart & mind,
pay attention to the slightest details.




i want to be remembered as the girl who steal your smile, everytime.
i want to be remembered as the friend who's always there.
i want to be remembered as the sister who is my best friend too.
i want to be remembered as the daughter who's always trying her very best for you.
i want to be remembered as the girl who makes your heart skips a beat.



someday.


most imptly;
i want to be happy everyday,
not all day but everyday.
Looks like today's not a day for dinner out?
Sigh.





Should I go get koi on my own?
Hmm~
think think think .

The race;

humans vs time.

Either a tie or being defeated.
humans will nv win.




Oh, give me more strength.
To pull through these.
Or at least be on par with time.
Please.

February 21, 2011

Saw this somewhere;

What guys would always say to their girl;

•you're unreasonable
•you're incorrigible
•you brought this upon yourself so don't complain
•you're so stubborn, I don't wanna care alr


But they've nv wonder why doesn't she treat other this way, with this attitude.
They've never wonder why she'll be so choosy over something, or so unreasonable over certain happenings.
They've never really listen to she's really talking about.
Like reading between the line at certain times.



If one day;
•she doesn't throw her tantrum on you anymore.
•she doesn't whine to you anymore.
•she doesn't wanna be to choosy with you anymore.
•she doesn't wanna be stubborn to you anymore.
•she doesn't smile nor get angry over whatever you do


Only then did they realise,
they had already lost her to time.





Sounds pretty common huh?




Every girl deserves a man who deseves her.
Every girl deserves to be treated as a lady.
Every girl deserves their own special treament.
Every girl deserves to be call beautiful,
be it looks, personaility or their attributes.





Have you treat your other half right yet?
It's never too late to do it, only too late to realise.

February 20, 2011














spent the day photoboothing & movies on Mr.Macky.
what a day, cozying in bed.
ah, if only such day comes more often.

I wanna cry out )':


i thought with my appetite getting back to normal,
means im recovering.
sadly, it got more worst.


tummy is really flipping,
i think it can get a gold medal for olympics - gymnastic, somersaults.
& the aches is getting worst.
my whole body, so nua !



just got jolted up from sleep.
cant sleep now.
that explains this whine.



cant tolerate no more la !
awfulness ttm.
what more can i do to ease it ?!

February 18, 2011

My shoulder blades are killing me.
Excruciating sharp pain.
Sticking balm to it doesn't help anymore ),:

What else can I do lei?!





I'm regaining my appetite.
Good cause I'm no longer that sick.
Bad cause I'm gonna gain some weight.







Thinking baq that sentence you said,
make me laugh mad.
Silly me.

The Veronicas - Speechless ♥Lyrics♥

mojo jojo ~

stomache flu.
awful.
heard something wrongly - awful x 2.
no appetite at all.
sharp shoulder aches.
so nua-ded.
sunshine gone.




hibernating soon.

February 17, 2011

):

Words for ytd;

koi.
Maggi mee.
White lilys.
Mummy love.
Massages.
A good night slp.

February 16, 2011

lemme just digress from reality a lil.




HOT !
i think id die if i ever had a man this hot.
and as bad yet soft as he is as DamonSalvatore in VD.
dang! why asians dont look like THIS HOT!



let me have a good dream tonight, pls ?

Jay Chou Live Final Battle


cutest single eyelid small eyes guy ^^
plus bad boy look *faint*

"If you got my trust, don't lose it.
And if you got my love, don't abuse it. #DRT"





Anyways,
I want koi later > Humphh!

February 15, 2011

Words of the day;

toluene.
Dryskin.
Cuts.
Appetite-less.
Caffaine big time.
Pending slight depression.
Mind blank.
Mind fcuk.
Unsatifactions.
Incompetent.
Failure.






Great.




The gods may throw the dice
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
 figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Playing by the rules
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed



That’s her destiny




February 14, 2011

Kary - 明知做戲



YES! I FOUND THE SONG!
didnt know what it meant till i saw the lyrics.

LOL!
Came home to only find that bro's out.
Nuggets!



Spread some love to me ppl!
I've spread enough today.
Tummy needs some love badly.







Fine!
No din!
VALENTINE'S DAY;


A day where restaraunts jacked up prices to all time high.
& flowers/chocolates suddenly became so expensive.
Ah, impractical.



Attached or single,
have you made someone's day today?




Enough of hatred(for whatever reasons) 364 days a year.
Spread some love & only love(no anger nor hatred) on this day.
Forget about the negatives for just a day.






Happy valentine's y'all.

February 13, 2011






i know im slow, 
but photobooth is fun !






came home to Ms.R dying on me.
R.I.P pretty.
boooos.

Katy Perry Thinking Of You HD


stuck on this song.
katy perry dopeness.




*cause in your eyes, i'd like to stay.

Is it normal ?

Mellow wellie ellow day at work.
With jay Chou & reminiscing the times the song came out.
Ah, so they say right company right attitude.
Mmm.




I feel like an adult now.
Yes -> -.-
I no longer prscrasrinate bout working.
Only the tiredness.
& yearn slp more than anything.
& of cause, the meetups with the special few I hold dearly.





"Friends tell friends what they NEED to hear.
Not what they want to hear."
& how glad am I to have them here with me.
At this point of time.







Miss the jackasses Bodyguards at work.
Sigh.





3 words I've learnt about life recently: it goes on.

February 11, 2011

Norah Jones - Don't Know Why


beautiful eyes, beautiful voice.
beautiful song.


her voice sure can soothe a person.
awwww.

February 10, 2011

At such times,
I wished I was a lil more courageous.
Or so to say, daring.




Tsk!

Meaningful.

"Anyone can make u happy by doing something special,
but only someone special can make u happy without doing anything."




Rrrright.

Like a rrright & a rrreally (:

Just ytd, I catch up with an old friend online.
& I realise it's been long since I last watched a movie.


Yeah, as much as there's movies I'd like to watch,
I no longer feel like going to watch them.
Either I'm tired to even watch it or whatever. Period.




Gosh, drain out mentally.
Rush everywhere till there's nth in my mind.
Like total blank.
& I stand there asking SL or whoever that's in front of me, what was I gg to do huh?
This time Ho sei liao.
Wan Dan Liao!




Aches are coming back.
Nuggets!





It's at this kinda time,
I need a "rrrrreally" & a "rrrright".
Wahahahhahahahha!







Oukays, much better now.
1 1/2 hrs more!

February 9, 2011

CNY & Visitings - Family.


@ Dad's Exboss hse.

my god-family.

 god-daddy love.
yes, i just woke up not long ago.

with dad (:

god mummy love !!!!



when bro&i escape for a breather at ahma hse.
camwhored while waiting for him to complete his turn of taptap.



my handsome cousin & bro.
look alike huh ?


with Paternal side ah ma.




 2nd day @ Maternal side ah ma ((:

found my old school pictures.
me love !







i like this much (:
 Jasmine.

with Jacklyn.

all act one ! haha.






my 2 daddyss (:



shift downstairs to mummy hse.
mj & black jack and i almost fell aslp on the sofa.
late night delievery for the hunger pangs.



Mr Jojo is so blessed.
cause mummy took all the last pc and let him eat it.
we cant take the last pc hor.
he's has the priority to all last pc.



& white wine.
i think i still prefer ice wine, dessert wine.