OVERWHELMED.

I'm in a whirlpool of emotions and thoughts.

what if.

if only.

but.

maybe.

fuck my mind.

the lack of sleep only makes it worst.

try sleeping only in 11 hours in 72 hours.

very much exhausted,

body's giving up on me.

well done.

appetite has been either very good or very bad.

either eating alot, like ALOT.

or not eating at all.

well done x 2 !

this whole month of october?

is a world war 3.

can i cry ?

这时候谁都别来安慰, 拥抱.

对着镜子我承诺,

迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容

死不了就还好.