FEAR:

•be afraid or feel anxious or apprehensive about

a possible or probable situation or event

•be afraid or scared of; be frightened of

•an emotion experienced in anticipation of some specific pain or danger

•be uneasy or apprehensive about

whatever.

fcuk it.

so, i manage to do my UO2 tutorial (:



YIPEE!






outta 4 qns, i thought i was wrong for 2.
end up ?
i minus wrong thingy nia.

so EVERYTHING WAS CORRECT.








OH MY TIAN.
first time sio.
serious shits la !








wahahahahha.
LENA SIM aint bad as a tutor though.
better than POTATO CHAN (:







phew !








CSAS was craps.
I JUST CANT STAND THE SIGHT OF THAT LAOCHEEBYE.





& we end up sufing net.
discreetly of cause !






awww, i need a job.
like now ?
money is all used up.
allowance aint enough.






i needa go job hunting this weekend.
like fcuk man.
aaaagrh.









everythings' not in my way now.












i'm pissed.
now!

tired days -




FRIDAY:
meet up with ALICIA (:
like yay, so long liao la !

STARBUCKS & DINNER.

MARCHENG came over (:

& home after which.

SATURDAY:

went prawning with
BOYFIE
DAVID&CONNIE
JIANLE&ZICHAO
AHTAN&SHARON
AHBOON&SERENE
& CLARA




its fun x 98328460328492 times (:
alot was caught & we couldnt really finish it.
& i pricked 3 fingers.




-=.=-






SUNDAY:

BOYFIE dint wanna go work.
red swollen eyes.
rub rub rub la.
hands dirty still wanna rub.







but whatever.
slept & wake up to prepare for dinner.
with MUMMY&KARIZE&KENNETH.




head over serangoon gardens for ASTON'S EXPRESS & ICECUBE.
loves !







den to MUMMY house.
BOYFIE claim MUMMY'S schnauzer is so cute & guai.
-=.=-





you 1st day meet him nia lor.

HAHAHAHHA!









head over to CINE for
ZIXHAO&JIANLE
JIEJIE#2
SERENE&AHBOON
SHARON&AH TAN






& KBOX till early morning.
bloody tiring.
& i hafta wake up like 2 hrs after my sleep.
cause BOYFIE hafta work.















home sweeet home (:
& i slept to my content.
wooke up at 1830.




its shuang-ness i tell you xD









nose is running.
& i hafta shit.






bye!














mean it when you say those words.
i love you (:

pre -halloween !


LOL!
WAIYEE bought those clips.
cute cute cute ?

i just love her lenses.

though she look kiddo.

& you prolly wont belive her age.

i'm so bored la !

nose block.

throat infecting now.

a lil headache now & den.

rounds & rounds of audi dont makes me better either.

more bored instead !

i just wish time would shoot all the way till 7pm.

cause i'm gonna head down CP with MUMMY & COUSINS.

& BOYFIE'S at CP BEST DENKI today ((:

lalala xD

if only the time can shoot all the way till den.

...

whatever.

bored like serious shits.

so hold me close & say three words like you used to do
yes you make my life worthwhile.

i wonder

i think

i thought

i dream












alot .

I LOVE EUGENE (:











he ask me to post this.
LOL!

well, havent been reallly updating arent i ?








schhoool's been preeety enjoyable.
& i love (:










1st week of school, 4 schooling days.
& i have been skipping lectures & a tutorial.
OPS!









Principles of Instrumental Analysis (PIA) is cock shit.
like serious shits.






slow lectures & repeating slides.
coupled with weird lecturers.
how COOL.
-=.=-









nonetheless,
with familliar faces like KENNETH TANG & CHRIS CHOR & ZACK SIEW.
its always love attending their lectures.
everyone would agree with me.

straight to the point.
hints to the max.
how can we students not love these lecturers.







haha xD







seriously actually, POTATO CHAN isnt bad in lecturing UO2.
its a relief.
hahahahha.
UO2 is still able to absorb into my brain.
for now.







LOL!










i should really get down to practising & mastering some self-discipline.
for:


` getting tutorials done
` getting lectures attended
` not dozing off during classes.







if not, i'll be dead with all this braincells somewhat demanding modules.
i dont want to remodule.
i want SIP & FYP like soooooooonnn !







hhahahah !








did i mention i'm taking PCI - some electronics engineering.
its cool shit bodoh.
hahahah!

hopefully BOYFIE can teach me if i'm blured.
or maybe it might turns out that i have to teach him instead.




WAHAHAHHAHAHA!









friday is great for this semester.
no schoool day for me.
WOOOHOOOO ~
i wanna/needa work.
i wish BEN/HANSHEN would give BOYFIE an answer like fast.
i need moooolahs rolling in like woooohooooo.










damm, i woke up with a very sore throat.
majiam something stucked.
irk that feeling, i'm pouring water in.










tired.
sicky.












i dont wanna be pulled down by words,
& i dont like to be.
imma sensitive bitch,
just hope you should know.


PS i love you.

schooool's cool (:







lil lil catch ups.
bullshitings.








stupid BOYFIE.
woke up late & dint meet me at school !






CWP with WAIYEE & meet BOYFIE there (:
took a nap over at his house.
so tired la.
2 hours of sleep in the morning before school.








hahaha!
went out with JIEJIE#2 ytd.
& den prawning till early mon with CONNIE&DAVID.







whatever!





well well,
gotta get some sleep now.
3 hrs nap just aint enough.




















-=.=-














everything means nothing,
if i aint got you, baby.

my SHUAI NANREN preparing for work.

LOL!

dint manage to get a nice picture of him.

later still got chance.

WHAHAHAHA!

so caught MAX PAYNE ytd.

with BOYFIE, CONNIE&DAVID, JIEJIE#2&KUNLI, ZICHAO&JIANLE.

i seriously dint know what movie were we watching.

till we went into cinema & i ask BOYFIE.

i think i look funny la!

LOL!

MAX PAYNE IS NICE.

100% action power & cool.

whatever.

oh man.

tml first lesson starts at 10am & its GREATGRANDFATHER IN ACTION.

-=.=-

GOSH!

he'll prolly start his chants ~

awaiting night (:

baby, i miss you.

je'taime, mon petit ami (:

welll, 2 more days to school.
no no, less than 2 days.







& i so jumping with joy!





i bet no one would love school till this extent like me.
LOL!






the rush of trying to copy down the examples before the lecturer change slides.
the dreadfulnnes of half close & openn eyes in the late warm noon lectures.
the tahan-ing of bloody cold tutorial room where jackets aint any help at all.
the craps & talks during every break we have.
the complaining session we confide in each other during project times.
the searching for mr HOTSTUFF/CUTIEPIE/OHSOCOOL.
the rantings and scoldings when we confide r/ship problems to each other.






oh dear, i'm loving my class.
but its alr yr 2.2
very soon, everyone will separate AGAIN.





damm.













i so dont feel like heading outta house.
in my comfort zone now.








cramps is fcukshits.

wellll, i hate menstruations.





why must woman have menstrual period.
for goodness sake, men should have tooo.


they really do need to undergo those cramps & PMS.
the dreadful feeling.



this time round i PMS like fcukshit.
it was days ago.
& BOYFIE tahan through it all.





can sense that he was close to pekchek or even flaring out.
cause i'm bloody pekchek with myself toooo!


i was pekchek with myself of PMSing in from of him.
& making him the scapegoat for all my whinings.


for no reasons, i can get boiled up.
lil jokes that i can take in usually make me angry instead.
one wrong sentence means you're dead.





that was how jialat can i be.







but he dint, surprisingly (:
he was cool throughout.
giving in to me.
PHEW ~
love you lur !




ytd was cramp like bloody shits.
from i wake up till i fall asleep.
cold sweat all day.
OH MY TIAN!





dint even really talk.
scare BOYFIE out.
LOL!



drag him into WATSONS & ask the pharmacy for the best medicine.
& den the medicine bought aint no help.
1 pill doesnt work, not even 2.
i should try 3 the next time round.

irks!






&& i nearly cried while sitting down at the stairs,
telling BOYFIE i want to go home now.




whatever.






oh, i caught BUTTERFLY LOVERS with BOYFIE today.
something like liangshanbo yi xhuyingtai



dammm, its nice.
WUZHUN'S the main lead.


OMG! he's hot & cute & man & everything !!!!!!!!!!
*FAINT*





totally worth your moolahs !
touchy tearing movie.
prepare your tissues ladies!




supper with CONNIE & DAVID.
& homed.







&& my shaver dont seeems to be working.
leghair is unglam!
like serious shits !








@ DAM -















without you, its nothing.

1. Do you have secrets?

not reallly.



2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

of cause not. matured guys are prefered.



3. Do you enjoy going to school?

HELL YES ! all the craps, sidegate session & my mates are loves.



4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

get everything off my wishlist.
get my loved ones something they've been yearning.
hugh sum to papa (:
the rest ? save up.



5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

hahahah, i'm in love with my girls.
sometimes, i wish i was a les.



6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

loving somone & being loved in return (:
i'm very blessed now alr.




7. List five favorite movies.

1) Sex & the city
2) The da vinci code
3) Mama mia
4) Stomp the yard
5) Step up 2



8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

i dont think i can/will do anything.




9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

there's alot to be exact.
- being loved by EUGENE
- having ALICIA there whenever i need her
- tooooooo much to say



10. Do you have any regrets?

who doesnt have regrets ?
but at least i'm living my life to the fullest now.




11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

WOOOO ! i've been planning this.
` a stable career that i always wanted.
of cause as a petro chemist (i dont mind waking up bloody early for jurong island)
` own a car or at least my boyfie/husband own one
` in 10 years time, i dont hafta scrimp nor save for things i want
` a high 4 figure salary 0r a 5 (:
` i wanna travel with my boyfie/husband ard places we've always wanted to go




12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

ALOT!

ALICIA♥
EUGENE♥
PAPA♥
MARCUS♥
MUMMY, XIAOYI & AHMA ♥



13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?

erm, i found this ?



14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

whichever way, the impt key is being happy.



15. What is your favourite colour?

black & red & gold (:



16. Would you give all in a relationship?

i'll try to give everything that i can.
provided the other party would do so too.



17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

the one who loves me most ?
its the feeling that counts too.



18. What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?

1) Thailand
2) Taiwan / HK
3) Austrailia
4) USA - Newyork
5) Paris - France



19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

now? having a r/ship (:



20. Five people I have tagged:

ALICIA.
EUGENE.
JOLENE.
VILASINI.
& KALY.


(i cant put everyone's name down, so y'all pass it down. MUAHAHA )

WOOOOOHHOOOOOO.





TIMETABLE'S OUT.

& i'm loving it !





friday ji tao no schoooool for my classss at alll.

CDS was what i wanted: 20th CENTURY FASHION.





POTATO CHAN aint gonna teach us UO2 !
KENNETHTANG & ZACK SIEW is teaching us PS&LP !

&&& KENNETHTANG is PS&LP tutor !!!!!

but but but ...





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GREATGRANDFATHER is my effing PCI tutor.
JOCELEE (that lao cheebye) is my CSAS3 tutor.








whatever, overall is stilll love (:

my lil SWEEET GIFT FOR HIM (:

i've been racking my brains on it for a week or 2 la.

cause some ASSHOLE just doesnt wanna take pictures.

conclusion: I'M SUPER SWEEEET. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

BWAHHHHHH !






finally,
some times for me to relax & update a lil (:




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SUNDAY:
i went for facial !
oooohhhhhhh, the direct aftermath dont feel really great.
cause my face was quite red
-=.=-





it did helps la.
whatever, freeee sessions lei.
still alot more to go xD
WOOOOHOOOO !





well well, dinner-ed at MUMMY'S.
& i escape before my eardrums starts to burst.
think screamings at my lil cousins.
"do your hmework !" " shut the comp !"
& blahh blahhh blahhhhh.







thats what you get when you exposed your kids to computers at young age.
fancy my lil cousin starting to maple at a fcuking K2.






the most i got when i was K2 was only cartoon network.
there aint such games like maple during my age !









whatever!
bus down town & wait for BOYFIE&JIEJIE#2
PARTYWORLD-ed & home (:






MONDAY:
acc BOYFIE down to NYP again.
settle his unsettled shits.
haha !
4 & 1/2 yrs!





MAMA MIA with ALICIA.
i first time treat peeps watch movie lei.



be so damm honoured ok !






MAMA MIA is NICE !!!!!!!

i want the OST.
send me of you got them.




i'll love you many many.
LOL!






TUESDAY:
HAPPY 1 MONTH BOYFIE !








TODAY:
i went down CK JEANS for interview.
LUCAS wasnt there !
&& the one interviewing us TURNS ME OFF !




if i can work everyday,
i would have applied for full time position liao lor.
worst still, i wont even work retail la for full time lor !





-=.=-






HK CAFE with ALICIA&BOYFIE (:
MAMA MIA WITH BOYFIE.
(yes, 2nd time for me. but its still as nice !)







meetup with CONNIE&DAVID.
frogleg porridge & went down dam with them.








hahahha.








BOYFIE is nagging.
so i better get bathing before he gets mad.
WAHAHAHHAHAHHA !

"mitch, if you're trying to show off for people at the top,
forget it, they will look down at you anyhow.
and if you're trying to show off to people at the bottom,
forget it, they will only envy you.


status will get you nowhere.
only an open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone."
- morrie schwartz
tuesday with morrie

oh, i dont know.
i dont know now,
if i ever would let you go.
cause everything's in place with you here (:

nice nice ??

AHAHAHHAHAHH xD

happy 1 monthivesary BABY (:

& so i thought a getaway to mummy house will be good.







it dint turn out so though.








T.T







on top of the many late nights supper & food that LOVE'S feeding me.
today was so to say, as SINFUL as it can be.






subway for brunch.
din tai fung for dinner.
haagen daz treat from daddy !






dammmm it.
but heng, i eat moderately.
i dont want my past to catch up with me again.



HAHAHAH. that sentence reminds me of ZAIDI!







made a bet with DADDY today.
HAHAHAHAH!






he super ultimately insist that BARACK OBAMA was a singer.
den i told him,
NO! he was a senator back den before running for the elections.





bet was 50$





i won of cause !







you god-daughter got read papers & watch news de hor !
dont try to cheat me.
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!











oh, i miss you !

oh welll,
i've forgotten to add the following to my morning updates.





very weird (yes, i know)


but hor, if i dont blog down ar.
my whole body uncomfortable lei.











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I FCUKING HATE TAKING PUBLIC TRANSPORT!
BE IT GOING TO TOWN, ARD TOWN OR BACK HOME FROM TOWN.



FCUKTARDS.
its as if i eat glasses lar !
( majiam transparent, get it ?! )




some peeps just "LOVE" me tooo much.
cant you like wait for the commuters to alight
from the train before chiong-ing in ?!



& hello ?! i'm not holding on to any railings or whatever.
&& you're bloody sandwiching me !!





&&& you alr spot me walkingg in that direction.
so stop cutting into my freaking path ,
stop banging me with your belongings and bags!






&&&& do you even have feelings when someone just step on your toes !
i'm alighting at this freaking stop tooooo.
so manners puurrrleaseeee !!





cheena shits !
just cant tahan them.




they're MORE kiasu than singaporeans & not a single bit of manners !







i'm feeling better now.
HAHA!

days spent was to the fullest.

the best, the peak of it.

euphoria.

happy joy lucky loved blissed blessed -

whatever you name it, i've got it.

thanks baby (:

oh, i found a "whatever" carsign ytd.

& i'm gonna get it.

LALALALA xD

who say carsigns are for cars !

i can stick it on my door, on my window, on my wall.

blahh blahhh blahhhh.

WHATEVER!

was searching for "sleepingbeauty on board" for CONNIE.

the shop lady say OOS!

KNS!

will try my luck down at bugis one day.

provided i'm willing to move my butt down.

i dont wanna ever love another (:

your love is enough to get me through anything & everything.

OH !

& did i mention BABY cook brunch for me today (:

spagetti & my all time fave - MILO!

heng he never use the normal spag sauce.

or else i'll hafta force it down instead of enjoying it.

he woke up early & went down to get all the ingredients la !

omg!

it taste real nice can !

i dint say that on the account that he's my boyfie ok !

its just nice xD



the other day, he cook lunch for me.

dry noodle - his own specialty

he make a best personal cook.

HAHAHAHHA.

i'm so xing fu (:

finally back home (:






past few days were spent with ♥
cause he'll be working for the next 4 days /:






almost supper everynight night with CONNIE&DAVID.
scary la.


(think fats & overweight, DREADFUL!)



but think jokes, craps & laughters.
worthwhile la.



MATIN still comment that i lost weight when i went over SB the other day.
LALALALA xD





my conclusion:
CONNIE is the best ki-siao partner la.
LOL!






i seriously have no idea what to blog.
HAHAHAHA!
so not me.







tml pplan is all done up.

▪ sleep till i enough
▪ bus down to woodlands for ALICIA ((:
▪ den down to town for ♥ to pass me things
▪ afterwhich will be dating with ALICIA!

MUAHAHAHAH!

siao!