I'm not sure how am I supposed to be feeling right now. Should I be happy? Or what?! I'm very curious about that, about how should I be feeling that I'm thinking about this question for a while now. *smackheadimveryrandom*
I used to "ran" home to someone and talked like a fascinated kid & smile like a fool.
Well, idk. I did talk to bestiesss.
So great to have them in lab and whatsapp. But it don't feel.. Right.
Pretty much outta place.
It's just so amusing.
How the right words always comes out from the wrong ppl. & how the right pll always says the wrong words.
Or how we always fail to say what need to be say. In a bid to not look/sound silly, we twist the words, mellow the tone. & In the end, the meaning got lost in the twist&turns & the whole point of it is defeated.
How the right thing always seems so wrong & the wrong thing seems so right.
The 1st person you'll go to whenever something happens, good or bad. You just wanna tell him/her whatever happens & so on. Get the drift? That feeling? Yes! That's what I'm trying to say, trying to feel.
Why must I always make such Simple things sounds like I'm desperate. Fuck this, I seriously don't need a man now anw. I can do things on my own, hell yeah! So what if I can't have someone whom I can cuddle with and fall aslp. No big deal! So what do what so what!
Now I'm getting all worked up. Wth.
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