Bad day.

"Melisa, this stack needa do blah blah blah."
"Melisa, this stack urgent."
"Melisa, this stack repeats."
"Melisa, this one blah blah blah."
"Melisa, mine by tml morning."
"Melisa, mine also by tml morning."
"Melisa.. Melisa.. "
"...."


Plus today's high influx.
Major big bad time.
But who cares?
Everyone has their datelines to meet, customers to please, things to settle.


Of cause, i understand the "deities" level.
Of cause, pushing me over limits to stretch further & better.
Of cause, forcing me to learn managing(in a good way).
Of cause, I'm being seen as reliable.


But think analyst level can?
Will bearbear feel better?
He's my leader, yet I'm giving instructions. To him.



Ok, nvm.
Analyst's level, no one bothers actually.
So long as they get their results out.
Point taken.



I would love to push myself over my limits to see how much more I can achieve. I have my own expectations too ok!

But there's also limits to my limits eh?
Over the UEL(upper exposure limits), even equipments goes hay wire too right??
Rubberband has high elasticity but it breaks when over stretch over a looong period of time too right??
Steel has high ductility but try hitting it simultaneously at one point, it breaks too right?




Kthkbye!