hormones imbalance.

i fit all the factors & symptoms.

oh fuck!

Had a fab dream last night.
I can totally feel that I'm smiling throughtout.


& when I open my eyes .....
Ive forgot what was it about.
Wtf!!




How to rem back huh?
Someone tell me?

Need a commitment.
Something to learn.
Something to occupy time.
Something to love.



Would love a dog.
But I do not know how to takare of it.
& it's a life,
Too precious to be ruin.




Maybe a skill would be more in place.
WhAt should I learn?

I need to widen my social circle !!!



I have total no life on a Saturday.
I hardly have free time on sat,
& when I do, there is nothing to do.
No one is free.




When I'm busy like shit,
Everyone wants me everywhere.
Sighh.




Just want someone to Chill with lur.
Buy some food, sit along the beach.
& talk nonsense.
Someone who can talk my topics.






Boring shit.
This is madness!






Dad threw away the bicycle at home.
Great -.-

Joke of the day:

Mummy: "so when are you going to show me your boyfriend? Bring him along."




Cutest mummy.
But dearest, I have not met one yet.

-

 work days;

Swedish Fever;

Apple Scented candles that doesnt smells at all.

& my trusty alarm clock for now.

worn down;

 Tong Seng; 

Best fish soup.

Ritx strudel;

-

been california dreaming a while now.

down the memory lane;

**

need an adrenaline rush now.

at my comfort place,

with my companion - music.

exercise keeps the mind in place.

its been awhile ive forgotten about exercising, 

till last 2 weekends.

which is prolly the last time i can ever roll on the blades feeling safe.

Laughed; so no one sees
Smiled; so no one asked
Keep busy; so I can shift myself away
Sleep; to not think about anything


In silence; the loudest cry






"Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I've forgot how to fit the mould."

"The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all."





-

Someone once lecture me about "FRIENDS".




We all have our own commitments & priorities.
& I'd dare to say I understand whatever shit that is going on in your life.
& I did not force you meet.
Neither have I measure our friendships by physical appearances.


Why do you not get it that all we want is an acknowledgement to the textss?
Just say no, difficult much?




I tried reaching out to you Many times over this period.
& I get all these shits back?





I am a very accommodating person.
But there's a limit to everything.
Don't take my nice-ness for granted.
I can guarantee you that you'll nv find a friend that can sacrifice or put down whatever she's doing just to hear you out.


Neither can you find a guy best friend where he can always be there for you, anytime you call/text.




Have you forgotten the times we had in school?
Cranky days,
Sidegate moments,
lectures times.
Everything.





Wtf have I gotten myself into these days?!
It's as though one thing isn't enough.


Never take for granted.
Or the granted will be taken.

Wondering what have I got myself Into.
So does bestie think so too.

我们开始对三十岁以上的男人好反感。
Or so to say, 男人 in general.



Trying to reach out for that lil glimpse of happiness,
Yet got back misery in return.
Poor thing she is.
Totally feel her.




I giveup finding mine.
Shifting the focus.
Hopefully, I will.
In time to come.

LOMO; the other perspective of my life

MegaZip/Wavehouse/Azzure; FEB

Polaroids loves;

Hotel Berjarya; March

Bestie; JH

Mua Rangers;

My very own acapella Birthday song + dance;

Bestie; S

cant get enough of polaroids.

i need one ):

Mini Ranger Bear;

Moscatos; sweet drug

Soooofy;

Ajisen Bdae Lunch;

DinTaiFeng; Le Fam

Importent men;

Precious;

Homecooked Bdae Din;

-

California Dreaming