Every single thing that u have no control over..
Take it to prayer & leave it there.
April 30, 2011
April 29, 2011
Looking at the piece of paper,
Wanting to fill in the blanks.
But I know I can't.
Cause ppl will question,
Rumours will spread.
Something simple,
That just pops into mind.
Cause I know it well.
But I can't do anything.
Helpless?
It hits on me suddenly,
that I realize where I stand now.
"but I never told you,
What I should have said.
I just held it in."
Wanting to fill in the blanks.
But I know I can't.
Cause ppl will question,
Rumours will spread.
Something simple,
That just pops into mind.
Cause I know it well.
But I can't do anything.
Helpless?
It hits on me suddenly,
that I realize where I stand now.
"but I never told you,
What I should have said.
I just held it in."
April 28, 2011
I am soooo hooked onto sour plum juice this few days.
shall saved up the money used to buy the bottled ones now.
cause im trying my luck on homemade sour plum juice !!!!
woohooooo !
fingers crossed.
cant resist homemade foodies.
just made cesaer salad & baked potatoes for din with brother.
the outcome got him a lil amazed by his sister culinary skills :D
A hard disk full of movies & drama keeps me home.
with some homemade healthy snacks instead of filling dinner.
ah, satisfaction.
**Dear future-Bf,
you must be able to cook or whip up something nice at least.
& knows how to DL movies & dramas for me.
cause im a idiots to DL-ing.
i wouldnt mind cuddling up watching shows with you then.
sweeet.
from daydreamming dumb.**
shall saved up the money used to buy the bottled ones now.
cause im trying my luck on homemade sour plum juice !!!!
woohooooo !
fingers crossed.
cant resist homemade foodies.
just made cesaer salad & baked potatoes for din with brother.
the outcome got him a lil amazed by his sister culinary skills :D
A hard disk full of movies & drama keeps me home.
with some homemade healthy snacks instead of filling dinner.
ah, satisfaction.
**Dear future-Bf,
you must be able to cook or whip up something nice at least.
& knows how to DL movies & dramas for me.
cause im a idiots to DL-ing.
i wouldnt mind cuddling up watching shows with you then.
sweeet.
from daydreamming dumb.**
April 27, 2011
April 25, 2011
E.P.A
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
didn't see it coming,
Couldnt see whats happening.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
didn't see it coming,
Couldnt see whats happening.
You can be drop dead gorgerous,
Ultra model skinnish,
Pretty eyes
& whatever good.
But honey,
The moment you start stabbing ppl from the back,
& spreading rumours.
You're just as fugly as anything fugly.
For the beautiful ppl starts with beautiful mouth & mind.
It's pretty obvious btw.
Don't let me catch you.
You won't look any goof after that.
Of cause, I'll ask you straight in the face.
I don't backstab (:
Ultra model skinnish,
Pretty eyes
& whatever good.
But honey,
The moment you start stabbing ppl from the back,
& spreading rumours.
You're just as fugly as anything fugly.
For the beautiful ppl starts with beautiful mouth & mind.
It's pretty obvious btw.
Don't let me catch you.
You won't look any goof after that.
Of cause, I'll ask you straight in the face.
I don't backstab (:
April 23, 2011
"Love is giving someone authority to destroy you, trusting that he wouldn't."
If it matters, nothing would have stop you from doing it.
Time wouldn't have been an issue.
If it matters,
If it's important,
If you mean it.
"what if she went away and nv came back. How would you feel.
What would you do. Your ans is how you feel about her."
-if only (the taxi driver)
If it matters, nothing would have stop you from doing it.
Time wouldn't have been an issue.
If it matters,
If it's important,
If you mean it.
"what if she went away and nv came back. How would you feel.
What would you do. Your ans is how you feel about her."
-if only (the taxi driver)
April 22, 2011
April 21, 2011
Every lil corner, every lil holes.
Blown up, maximized, deepens and complicates.
Everything easy becomes/becoming/became nothing easy.
Definition of easy, come again?
Oh, is there such word in the dictionary?
Some say I've grown up, matured lady now.
I'd say, I've harden up.
A crust over the real me.
Waiting to see who's real enough, brave enough to peel through these hard crust.
& discover me.
& the goodness in me.
& my wonderfulness.
Blown up, maximized, deepens and complicates.
Everything easy becomes/becoming/became nothing easy.
Definition of easy, come again?
Oh, is there such word in the dictionary?
Some say I've grown up, matured lady now.
I'd say, I've harden up.
A crust over the real me.
Waiting to see who's real enough, brave enough to peel through these hard crust.
& discover me.
& the goodness in me.
& my wonderfulness.
April 20, 2011
Cheap Biscuits that taste oh so heavenly.
makes my $2 well spent (:
MFM for fish !!
ICP-OES course.
yeap, i hear from everyone its irrelevant, not much use.
but when i was sitting there, there's like so much thing to learn!
im always thirsting for things to learn uh -.-
the class.
my smoking khaki, the most clique-able girl is from Maritec.
my neighbour at class is my neighbour at work.
-.-
beeez~
SPRING;
of RoseQuartz & Jade (:
Lunch; Prolly the most edible buffet ever.
Caffaine warms the soul;
Mini Teatime;
My awesome specs.
my degree is scary ):
& all the optician see my eye, they say contact lens right. tsk tsk.
i hiao ma !
Town with Neohuiting.
my TW loots she got me (:
of all things beauty;
could never resist classic pieces;
if time stood still;
operation code: executive.
ROFL!
din din @ Mahattan Fish Market again.
there's fish this time round though.
happy max (:
ive been craving for milk tea big time since i forgot when.
been buying those bottles ones.
all kinda brands.
you can pretty much ask me which brand is nicer.
BUT STILL,
the craving doesnt goes away !
shitty hell.
the 1st time i try satisfying myself to no avail.
comeon! im being independant to satisfy my own needs lei.
(POUTS BIG TIME, BIG TIME!!)
ive yet to find out how to get to ayer rajar.
for the 1st time, google is of no help.
none at all !
why must PerkinElmer be situated there ?!
their employees must be cursing & swearing every morning.
but then, they should be earning big buck.
ok, crap.
i wish i had a car,
cause i know how to go by car !
by public transport to all these ulu places is not my talent.
used to be my talent,
well, ppl upgrade ma.
(buay paiseh.)
i can slp anytime now.
reminder to self: MAKE SPECS BEFORE BROTHER SCREAMS @ ME!
ROFL!
din din @ Mahattan Fish Market again.
there's fish this time round though.
happy max (:
ive been craving for milk tea big time since i forgot when.
been buying those bottles ones.
all kinda brands.
you can pretty much ask me which brand is nicer.
BUT STILL,
the craving doesnt goes away !
shitty hell.
the 1st time i try satisfying myself to no avail.
comeon! im being independant to satisfy my own needs lei.
(POUTS BIG TIME, BIG TIME!!)
ive yet to find out how to get to ayer rajar.
for the 1st time, google is of no help.
none at all !
why must PerkinElmer be situated there ?!
their employees must be cursing & swearing every morning.
but then, they should be earning big buck.
ok, crap.
i wish i had a car,
cause i know how to go by car !
by public transport to all these ulu places is not my talent.
used to be my talent,
well, ppl upgrade ma.
(buay paiseh.)
i can slp anytime now.
reminder to self: MAKE SPECS BEFORE BROTHER SCREAMS @ ME!
April 18, 2011
Homemade wholesome lunch + soup (:
didnt think i could whip up something so yummy.
LOL! *pat on the shoulder*
Disaster for April:
Eyes again !
1st:
2nd:
3rd: (within 24hrs)
& the culprit was contact lenses.
F! no more cheap pretty lenses anymore !
im still tearing uncontrollably.
& it ultimately itchy!
i surrendered just now, rub it.
& its so pain now T.T
& so, i remembered bout my pair of heels i preordered.
like 3 hrs before the flea close.
when i reached there, lady boss said there was miscommunications.
& will call me when the stocks are here.
WTF!!
i came down town with my swollen eyes.
fugly eyes to be exact, so not confident of myself.
& i didnt get what i came down for.
pulled a long long face.
MrNice ask to walk ard and find the Aquamarine i told him about.
found the stall, but ladyboss say no aquamarine today.
BWAHHHHHH!
went home instead.
totally not my day.
got reminded that i cant take seafood.
so no prawn mee.
(look ard) fish soup!
"NO!"
(look ard) fish soup!
"NO!"
)':
totally down.
& MrNice got me this:
"do you know that eating ice cream can make you feel better?"
haha! so much for making things difficult for you.
(sorry!)
(sorry!)
when im angry or pissed, whatever things that i craved for or wants,
it has to be exactly what it is.
exact.
yes, Mel always get what she wants.
else, she wont want it. at all.
so be careful what you ask.
wahahahahaha!
ok, im not that scary.
on the other hand, i always compromise into other's.
& it feels good when someone compromises me.
i feel guilty instead.
the way you keep asking me what i want,
or anything to feel better.
trying to talk me into it that eating it will make me feel better.
trying to tell me its ok, can save money.
(:
trying to tell me its ok, can save money.
(:
head out for din with JH.
walked into Mahanttan Fish Market.
& i was reminded by my itching eye that i cant take seafood.
it just itch the minute i flip the menu.
nice.
how can i live without FISH!
):
Caesar's salad.
i love my greens.
& i ate all the tomatoes.
im proud of it.
so he ordered battered mushroom.
to make me feel better(i hope! xD)
& it was so yummy!
parted ways after a while.
& i went roaming ard Daiso alone.
& my theory: NV leave a girl in Daiso ALONE!
never, dont try.
esp with all the polka dots stuff that is so practical.
(MOST of it i mean xD)
i feel like washing the whole eye with the whole bottle of eye drops prescribed.
spectacles for next 1.5 weeks lei.
MEL & SPECTACLES DONT GO ALONG WELL.
let alone 1.5 weeks !
*POUTS BIG TIME*
to make things seems better,
im only working 1 day coming week !
wooohooooo~
(not counting the weekend standby la.)
ironically, i hoped to be activated for the standbys.
double lei !
make it up for the OT missed.
imma sicko.
wahahahahaha!
April 17, 2011
one of the sat; town to get Su's present.
& rushing back to lab for work.
the sun after the rain;
big egg yolk.
Lucky Plaza's ayam burn.
fabummy!
KOI !
perfect for burning the weekend at work.
brekkie @ some coffee shop.
somewhere in Jurong.
old school max !
Longtong!
McCafe !
& i KO the whole day after that.
best slp in months to come (:
my very beautiful injector.
sighhh ~
April 15, 2011
April 14, 2011
Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game. But you will surely lose the person for life time. — Shakespeare #DRT
I don't care if it's 5 minutes or a whole night, I just want to see you.
Sometimes the girl who's always been there for everyone else, needs someone to be there for her ♥
___
If it'll go on on a replay.
I'd just be the happiest on earth.
__
& yes, sugar
I believe so.
I don't care if it's 5 minutes or a whole night, I just want to see you.
Sometimes the girl who's always been there for everyone else, needs someone to be there for her ♥
___
If it'll go on on a replay.
I'd just be the happiest on earth.
__
& yes, sugar
I believe so.
April 13, 2011
i say;
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