so, the best unforgetable 21st was spent at TTSH;
yes, that awful needle. AGAIN!
kinda reminisce the 1st time i had those needles on & the jabs that KO me.
with someone standing by the bed literally for 4 hours till i woke up.
a sense of comfort and security ?
( ..... haha)
this time round, i only had bestfriend with me.
& man was he freaked out.
i was tugging onto his shirt.
his 1st time seeing me so scared of something.
yes, i've never like needles poking into that hand area.
hurts ttm !
& the jab makes me cry. literally.
pain ttm !
this time round was worst ?
even after 2 jabs and oral meds, the swell dint go off.
& i had 3 packs of drips & blood backflow twice.
great.
i know its nth much but blood backflowing that scene is a lil too much for me ?
i can feeeeeeel it ><
& i dislikes waking up to nurses and unfamilliar faces staring at each other,
thinking what is she warded for.
no one could be there for me.
i mean acc me discharge and all.
im like semi-blinded ??
damm, thats how i gain my independance.
too independant ?
so homecooked din later that night;
lotsa garlic & onions ((:
ooohhh lala ~
fried rice (jap style)
thank you (:
Today:
neohuiting text me to meet her up.
its been long & i missed her so.
there's nth we dont do tog back then (:
& heart warming indeed;
coming from her & Chao.
Rumours & Misunderstandings.
so be it.
The Truth will shine one day.
Just a matter of time.
chilled out at HollandV.
strawberrycheesecakes ice cream !
i still prefers Ben&Jerry's though.
in order for me to take my med.
(hafta complete that course of bitter pills ><)
she doesnt mind travelling all the way with me to Vivo just to eat something else.
(:
ah~ enough of rest.
im returning to work.
more rest will only makes me sick.
just hope the drowsyness of the med stays off during the day.
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