Randomly;

i want a dreamy room;
with a huge bed of floral & whites bedsheet.
& a ultra thick and big comforter.
with candles lighting up 
& essence oil filling up.



i want a uber nice docking station for the ipod;
& the room filled with music (of the moment) everytime im in it.



i want lillies that doesnt wither;
for they are the only flower that smell so nice, naturally.



i want all my dearest one to be with me on my birthday;
just chilling over food & catching up & mellow away.
(impossible i know.)



i want a man whos willing to do anything, everything for me & with me.
get mersmerized, go head over heels & be the only we see in each other's eyes.



i want to go to cold places & watch while it snows.
despite hating the cold, cause i wanna be wrapped up in warm thick layers.
with muffles and knittens.



i want to be appreciated for what i do;
& not being taken advantage over my good/kind/soft nature.



i want only straighforwardness & nth else.
cause i dislikes beating about the bush & having to guess when im already exhausted.



i want someone to be there for me;
at the weakest point of time,
at the end of an exhausted drained out day,
at the happiest days,
at the crankiest days,
simply, to just be there to share my happy times/shit times.



i want to laze ard on a pinic mat by the beach.
reading up a book,
listen to the songs,
or just feel the wind blows through my hair.



i want everyone to be happy.
but human being human, will never be satisfied.
open up your heart & mind,
pay attention to the slightest details.




i want to be remembered as the girl who steal your smile, everytime.
i want to be remembered as the friend who's always there.
i want to be remembered as the sister who is my best friend too.
i want to be remembered as the daughter who's always trying her very best for you.
i want to be remembered as the girl who makes your heart skips a beat.



someday.


most imptly;
i want to be happy everyday,
not all day but everyday.