Pre-Wedding partaye & The Day

Troll-ing!

Round 1 & we lost count.

good music, good company. 

staring blankly at my prata while furb cut it up. LOL!

& i ended eating their food and not really touching mine.

:D

In the midst of chaos;

2nd June 2012;

that night we lost massive amounts of creative cells;

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Uncertainties ahead.

felt a lil overwhelmed at times.

Too many thoughts in mind at one time.

regarding life, career and etc.

Needs to be hold down, to stay rooted the ground.

at times, a 避风港.

sometimes, i really feel incapable of anything.

你好吗 － 周杰伦

A Sneak peek to a long long post dated n months.

lost a lil here, gain a lil there.

life, aint it funny ?

3 words ive learned about life;

it goes on.

whatever you lost at any point of time, you gain back something somehow.

at times in disguise, at times surprising.

never regret the choices you made.

you may look back and wished youve chosen the other option.

Always, always remember that at that point of time where you made your decision,

it was the best over all other choices.

Remember that, move on. 

move forward.

your life doesnt stops.

memories are there, served as life stories.

some, lessons.

We're all turning old.

no time to stop, look back and regret.

if you really, really have to regret,

then take it as a lesson learnt, and never make that mistake again.

just like how i learnt mine,

i'll never take that route again.

i've lost, but i've gained too.

friends, adventure, priciples, memories.

valuable lessons, no teacher could have taught.

XX

Paloma Faith - Picking Up The Pieces (Acoustic Session)

awesome vocals, emotional

Paloma Faith - Picking Up The Pieces (Acoustic Session)

awesome vocals, emotional

Kinda drained.
Physically and mentally.
More of the latter.




Foresee tough times ahead.
Too many things to catchup and learn.
But the money is really making me sad.
Feels underpaid.
But then, I'm not that qualified to be paid higher too.
But then, I'm doing more than what I'm paid for?




Kinda sucks. Being me.
Then again, there're definitely ppl out there feeling worse and going through prolly much worse than me.
Consolation much?
My forte I guess *shrugs*





I hate myself, physically.
I hate how I look.
I hate it when I can't fit perfectly into the outfit I have in mind.
Terribly outta shape, obese.
Since I don't have the discipline, guess forcing is neccessary. Mandatory.





Wants to getaway.
But I needa save up now!
Starvation is out of the question.
But the 厌食issue is baq to haunt me.
Self consolations doesn't work anymore.







Seriously?!
FML!
Me hate me.

Feels detached. drifted.

I think its the Pre-Menstrual Syndromes.

I just doesnt wanna head out la!

One moment Im texting the friends,

The next moments, Im wishing none of them can make it.

Like a seriously what dafug.

IKR!

I can suddenly put on the running shoes and go for a run.

Like suddenly. I can just change and ran.

I can suddenly turn up the music at work and do my work for hours.

without talking.

I can suddenly fall asleep while talking.

Right now, Im feeling way Outta sorts.

This is crazy.

I dont like it.

& I dont think Im gonna like anything thats gonna happen If I were to do/say anything now.

D A F U G !

on a very small note, Ive been told to improve my typings.

Le sigh!

Like my capital "i" & my " ' "

Woes of emails.

Back to main important issues,

I think Im gonna go crazy staying at home.

I shall head out now!

aimlessly, so shall it be.

better than going depressed with dont know whats meddling inside le head.

P O U T S!