it'll get better in time.

1st day at work


earlier part of the day:

• i forgot to bring my earpiece, so no music during the entire journey (i can die !)
• i reached pretty early when the bus is gonna arrive at 745
• 8am and no bus (as described) was in sight
• 815am, i board a cab in -.-
• 845am, i was late and i'm not the only one. (PHEW!)

orientation/training/briefing ~

started work ..

my day was that screwed.

HA!

time passes real fast though.

i came baq for lunch and continue my work.

and its was 1700 soon after.

LOL!

samples were crazily pouring in.

and they say, today's samples aint alot compared to other days.

it's considered little alr.

i went blank, wow !

and some oil samples were ridiculously pungent?! 

everything got oily at my workstation of cause.

my fave pen !!

many colours, many smells and very oily.

wahahahaha xD

colleagues cool, jobscopes cool.

attires' cool, i get to wear my best ever and most comfy safety shoes (:

and i'm alr drowsy when it havent even reach 2200.

LOL!

one thought of you is all it takes, 

to leave the rest of the world behind (:

its 1708 now.

& Boyf aint baq from camp -.-

aint block leave starts today ?

>.<

XLB buffet laters with my fave few !!

counting down time.

But Boyf aint baq, how how how ?

nostalgic*

sometimes, i miss the good ol' secondary school life.
things we did & places we went.



its funny how times changes us all.
sometimes, i just wished that we've nv change.
& sometimes, a hug can makes you  forget about everything bad (:

i think i question & i got the answers (:

for i found the bestest boyf AKA fatty honey Bun meatballlsss.

for i found the bestest irreplacable bestiess of the world.

for i got the bestest famil esp daddy & brother that can read minds.

for they are my pillars of strengths.

& that whenever i need the extra boosts or power to do something,

they'll flash through my mind and make me think more clearly.

& that they'll advice me even before i question.

& they're are the ones who understands me

& they know what my next moves are even before i do

often,

i ask myself who are the people that will stay.

i think i've got the answers.

they make me wanna go the extra mile for them,

& so do they.

always there for each other.

even if its in the wee hours.

esp after 9th.

even thought one of us cant do celebration this period,

even though midnight cab was a huge burden,

even though sleep was very craved.

they were there from the very 1st minute till the clock strike midnight the next day.

yeah, insignificant to majority.

but,

considering that my birthday was always forgotten since eeon ago.

considering all the disappointments i get years after years.

considering being forgotten by my closest one years after years.

considering i did my best to give others the best.

apart from the same disappointments from the expected ones(no text/no news),

this year was different.

i'm happy enough to have them.

imma blessed girl now.

(relation wise)

i love y'all !

i will slowly build up everything.

anything not worth, goes out of my life.

next step: career (:

BoyF out at live range (24hrs)

no calls tonighs.

hmm.

i miss my fatty piece of meatball ((:

BWAH !

sitting here, hearing bout friends going for that interview.

doubts no doubts doubts no doubts doubts no doubts doubts no doubts.

agrhhhh.

seriously cant stop fidgeting ard.

cant chill now, cant chill.

doubts and comfort zone

PT was great today (:

Project to go.

shits always happen eh?

well, its not affecting me.

so, i dont care.

Percy Jackson & The Lighting Thief.

Logan Lerner has beautiful eyes.

LOL!

Little Big soldier the other day.

action comedy, nice.

well. if it werent for Wang LEEhom, i wouldnt have watched it.

who could deny these butterflies ?