I'm lazy.
TTM.



to upload pictures.
& i dont like to blog w/o pictures.
i just prefer a picturesque of happenings.



need koi need koi !

Life doesnt comes with a choice.

如果我会飞, 那就让我在空中停一停歇.
再次俯瞰这个世界, 会让我觉得好一些.
拯救好累 虽然有些疲惫但我还是会.
不要问我哭过了没. 
因为我不能流眼泪.














can i not be strong ?
 just for awhile.

I need a vent valve.

i aint superwoman.

& i promise i wont be there even if you're on your deathbed.

i hate you for turning me into who i am today.

The Ugly Truth.

when time sets in, the ugly side of human shows.

thats life, human nature.

BUT such small place, such lil people.

you wont be able to imagine how ugly it can get.

politics, they call it.

or so it may seems.

but have you ever tried to listen ?

or have you ever tried to talk it out?

no, not in a beat-about-the-bush way.

im talking about straight-to-the-point, crystal clear, firm yet not sarcastic way.

have you ?

i dont know bout y'all.

but thats the way it works for me.

at least from where i come from.

its getting ridiculous.

everything, im saying.

it may be my 1st full time job.

i may be young to you.

but ive definitely seen much from all walks of life & gone through alot of things you wont wanna know.
(neither do i feel comfortable telling you)

(idk but,) maybe more than you do.

& yes, things may have been the way it has been for a long time.

& i do know that there's nth much i could have/do.

but think again, have you ever wanna work in such environment ?

because what i do know is that, no one does.

**NOTE:  'you' used in this post does not refers to anyone, anything nor any group in particular.

just my views in my post in my space. 

so sometimes, it really depends on how you look at things the way it is.

whatever, how ever & anyhow you wanna think,

but dont you ever try putting words in my mouth.

or even try to get me involve in anything.

cause im not an assasin, 

i stab from the front with facts, truth & proof.

Tra lalalalalala ~

just done recuperating sleep for the week xD

ITS SATURDAY (:

& i miss work ?

goodness.

my friends would prolly roll their eyes if they hear this.

LOL!

i'm bored.

Fatty aint out yet /:

there's nth much i wanna do online.

JH ZS & A, are we still doing timbre on the 4th ?

who else ?

bwahhhhh !

When i look at you ..

Everybody needs inspirations,

Everybody needs a song.

A beautiful melody, 

When the night's so long

Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy.

My mind's a blank.

My "Song of the moment' is playing on repeat for quite awhile,

& I'm thinking of you (:

been working. 

enjoying every bit now.

though i missed graduation day /:

the photos on FB, aww !

& sidegate with the gang, omg !

well well.

so i had my 1st gathering with my Dept.

fast eh ?

LOL!

steamboat at JP.

it was fun.

Boss Benjamin & Shu Ee

Jessie & Serene

Shu Ee Jerrad(idk how to spell) & Henry

Terence Matthew & Jason

not all were present though.

its only 2/3 of us ?

HAHA!

i need OT to survive for next month.

i dont wanna eat grass (inside joke). 

LOL!

the samples are so not pouring in !!

you appear just like a dream to me,

just like kaleidoscope colours.