July 3, 2010

I need a vent valve.












i aint superwoman.
& i promise i wont be there even if you're on your deathbed.













i hate you for turning me into who i am today.


























June 29, 2010

The Ugly Truth.


when time sets in, the ugly side of human shows.
thats life, human nature.


BUT such small place, such lil people.
you wont be able to imagine how ugly it can get.
politics, they call it.
or so it may seems.



but have you ever tried to listen ?
or have you ever tried to talk it out?
no, not in a beat-about-the-bush way.

im talking about straight-to-the-point, crystal clear, firm yet not sarcastic way.
have you ?





i dont know bout y'all.
but thats the way it works for me.
at least from where i come from.





its getting ridiculous.
everything, im saying.







it may be my 1st full time job.
i may be young to you.
but ive definitely seen much from all walks of life & gone through alot of things you wont wanna know.
(neither do i feel comfortable telling you)
(idk but,) maybe more than you do.






& yes, things may have been the way it has been for a long time.
& i do know that there's nth much i could have/do.
but think again, have you ever wanna work in such environment ?

because what i do know is that, no one does.













**NOTE:  'you' used in this post does not refers to anyone, anything nor any group in particular.
just my views in my post in my space. 
so sometimes, it really depends on how you look at things the way it is.





whatever, how ever & anyhow you wanna think,
but dont you ever try putting words in my mouth.
or even try to get me involve in anything.
cause im not an assasin, 
i stab from the front with facts, truth & proof.



May 22, 2010

Tra lalalalalala ~


just done recuperating sleep for the week xD
ITS SATURDAY (:



& i miss work ?
goodness.
my friends would prolly roll their eyes if they hear this.
LOL!









i'm bored.
Fatty aint out yet /:
there's nth much i wanna do online.










JH ZS & A, are we still doing timbre on the 4th ?
who else ?












bwahhhhh !

When i look at you ..








Everybody needs inspirations,
Everybody needs a song.
A beautiful melody, 
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy.











My mind's a blank.
My "Song of the moment' is playing on repeat for quite awhile,
& I'm thinking of you (:

May 20, 2010


been working. 
enjoying every bit now.
though i missed graduation day /:
the photos on FB, aww !



& sidegate with the gang, omg !
well well.




so i had my 1st gathering with my Dept.
fast eh ?
LOL!



steamboat at JP.
it was fun.


Boss Benjamin & Shu Ee

Jessie & Serene

Shu Ee Jerrad(idk how to spell) & Henry

Terence Matthew & Jason

not all were present though.
its only 2/3 of us ?
HAHA!






i need OT to survive for next month.
i dont wanna eat grass (inside joke). 
LOL!
the samples are so not pouring in !!












you appear just like a dream to me,
just like kaleidoscope colours.

April 26, 2010

it'll get better in time.

1st day at work


earlier part of the day:

  • i forgot to bring my earpiece, so no music during the entire journey (i can die !)
  • i reached pretty early when the bus is gonna arrive at 745
  • 8am and no bus (as described) was in sight
  • 815am, i board a cab in -.-
  • 845am, i was late and i'm not the only one. (PHEW!)



orientation/training/briefing ~
started work ..



my day was that screwed.
HA!
time passes real fast though.
i came baq for lunch and continue my work.
and its was 1700 soon after.





LOL!
samples were crazily pouring in.
and they say, today's samples aint alot compared to other days.
it's considered little alr.
i went blank, wow !



and some oil samples were ridiculously pungent?! 
everything got oily at my workstation of cause.
my fave pen !!
many colours, many smells and very oily.
wahahahaha xD







colleagues cool, jobscopes cool.
attires' cool, i get to wear my best ever and most comfy safety shoes (:
and i'm alr drowsy when it havent even reach 2200.
LOL!














one thought of you is all it takes, 
to leave the rest of the world behind (:

April 12, 2010



its 1708 now.
& Boyf aint baq from camp -.-
aint block leave starts today ?
>.<



XLB buffet laters with my fave few !!
counting down time.
But Boyf aint baq, how how how ?