nostalgic*

sometimes, i miss the good ol' secondary school life.
things we did & places we went.



its funny how times changes us all.
sometimes, i just wished that we've nv change.
& sometimes, a hug can makes you  forget about everything bad (:

i think i question & i got the answers (:

for i found the bestest boyf AKA fatty honey Bun meatballlsss.

for i found the bestest irreplacable bestiess of the world.

for i got the bestest famil esp daddy & brother that can read minds.

for they are my pillars of strengths.

& that whenever i need the extra boosts or power to do something,

they'll flash through my mind and make me think more clearly.

& that they'll advice me even before i question.

& they're are the ones who understands me

& they know what my next moves are even before i do

often,

i ask myself who are the people that will stay.

i think i've got the answers.

they make me wanna go the extra mile for them,

& so do they.

always there for each other.

even if its in the wee hours.

esp after 9th.

even thought one of us cant do celebration this period,

even though midnight cab was a huge burden,

even though sleep was very craved.

they were there from the very 1st minute till the clock strike midnight the next day.

yeah, insignificant to majority.

but,

considering that my birthday was always forgotten since eeon ago.

considering all the disappointments i get years after years.

considering being forgotten by my closest one years after years.

considering i did my best to give others the best.

apart from the same disappointments from the expected ones(no text/no news),

this year was different.

i'm happy enough to have them.

imma blessed girl now.

(relation wise)

i love y'all !

i will slowly build up everything.

anything not worth, goes out of my life.

next step: career (:

BoyF out at live range (24hrs)

no calls tonighs.

hmm.

i miss my fatty piece of meatball ((:

BWAH !

sitting here, hearing bout friends going for that interview.

doubts no doubts doubts no doubts doubts no doubts doubts no doubts.

agrhhhh.

seriously cant stop fidgeting ard.

cant chill now, cant chill.

doubts and comfort zone

PT was great today (:

Project to go.

shits always happen eh?

well, its not affecting me.

so, i dont care.

Percy Jackson & The Lighting Thief.

Logan Lerner has beautiful eyes.

LOL!

Little Big soldier the other day.

action comedy, nice.

well. if it werent for Wang LEEhom, i wouldnt have watched it.

who could deny these butterflies ?

Brand new start.

CNY eve, I & II;

after all those house visit,

we met up at TCC, Marina @KeppelBay (:

for Valentine's & Gathering.

my 1st time donning a white top for the whole day.

LOL!

BoyF got me this (:

my dream bag since young.

His 1st surprise that had me kept in the dark till Vday.

LOL! his surprises were always ruined by me.

Reunion dinner & Gambling den @Chao's hse

BlackJack, Texas Hold'em, the crab fish thingy.

whatever you name it, we've got it xD

Mummy's birthday (:

this year is sad;

BECAUSE I DID NOT TAKE ALOT OF PICTURES /:

dint bring my camera out.

&& i forgotten bout the iPhone.

but my angbao monney ain that sad.

up 1 value xD

wahahahaha!

brand new year.

started off very well with all those gatherings and not forgetting Vday (:

so hopefully, EM will grant me an interview soon.

in the mean time, gotta send in more resumes.

BWAH!

Big Brothers and Sisters

Best friends are siblings god forgot to gave us.

you're not born with it.

but once you found them,

they'll always be a part of you, indefinitely.

they tell you off when you do something wrong

they guide you along when you're lost for directions

they listen to you when you're down

they will never let you wander faraway

they know something's wrong even if it's not shown on your face

physically or mentally, they're always there.

i've found mine (:

have you ?